Not Excited

I am not excited at all about tommorow. I hate the fact that not even 4 months after he got home he has to leave again for another 4.5 month deployment. This is crap!! I hate the fact that my husband is leaving AGAIN! I love being with him and less than 4 months isn't enough time to spend together. I'll be so glad when this deployment is over!! I can't wait for him to be home and he isn't even gone yet. The best part is we will be 100% debt free when he gets back. If all goes according to plan we will be getting a new car and going on our first cruise as a family. Im very excited about that. I guess I need to look at the outcome of this deployment isn't of the crappy part. Hopefully God willing we will get orders out of here in October!!